{"id":17093,"date":"2014-09-06T07:28:23","date_gmt":"2014-09-06T07:28:23","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/asile.ch\/wp\/?p=17093"},"modified":"2021-08-26T14:05:26","modified_gmt":"2021-08-26T12:05:26","slug":"border-criminologies-vivre-et-comprendre-la-detention-administrative","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/asile.ch\/en\/2014\/09\/06\/border-criminologies-vivre-et-comprendre-la-detention-administrative\/","title":{"rendered":"Border criminologies | Vivre et comprendre la d\u00e9tention administrative"},"content":{"rendered":"

T\u00e9moignage d’un homme qui a v\u00e9cu la d\u00e9tention administrative<\/span><\/span><\/h2>\n

Les femmes<\/span> et les hommes vivent<\/span> la d\u00e9tention<\/span> individuellement<\/span>, mais ils partagent<\/span> certaines luttes<\/span> en raison de l’<\/span>incertitude de la dur\u00e9e de<\/span> leur d\u00e9tention<\/span> et<\/span> de l’impact<\/span> de celle-ci<\/span> sur<\/span> leurs<\/span> familles<\/span>, leur pr\u00e9sent<\/span> et<\/span> leur avenir<\/span>. Ces extraits<\/span> sont tir\u00e9s d’une<\/span> interview que Blerina Kellezi a r\u00e9alis\u00e9e<\/span> avec<\/span> un homme<\/span> avec qui elle a<\/span> pass\u00e9 beaucoup de temps<\/span> quand il \u00e9tait en d\u00e9tention<\/span>. Apr\u00e8s sa lib\u00e9ration, celui-ci\u00a0explique<\/span> son point de vue<\/span> sur la d\u00e9tention<\/span>, sur ses<\/span> relations avec<\/span> le personnel du centre<\/span>, et<\/span> sur la mani\u00e8re dont<\/span> son internement<\/span> a affect\u00e9 sa<\/span> vie<\/span> et<\/span> ses relations avec ses<\/span> enfants.<\/span><\/span><\/h3>\n

Pour lire l’interview originale publi\u00e9e sur le blog Border Criminologies<\/a>, le 25 avril 2014 (en anglais), cliquez ici<\/a>.<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

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[caption id=\"attachment_17096\" align=\"alignright\" width=\"239\"]\""Papa<\/a> \u00ab\u00a0Papa doit encore partir\u00a0\u00bb[\/caption]<\/p>\n

Q: What was detention like?<\/h4>\n

A: It\u2019s a different world. And I would never wish it for anyone\u2026 I never been to prison, but when I heard about prison I would say prison is better than detention centre. \u2026When you\u2019re in detention centre, you have no rights. You are an immigration offender. You not allowed\u2026 you are not wanted in the United Kingdom, that means you have no\u00a0<\/em>rights whatsoever\u2026 You see the detention centre\u2015it\u2019s out of the UK, although it is inside the United Kingdom. It is in the UK, but detention centre is a different mandate. It\u2019s out of the UK. It\u2019s not a UK land at all. You see, but to their surprise is that I never gave up. I never gave up at all\u2026. It was hell for me, yes. It was really, really hell for me like, but I never gave up. Because it\u2019s not because for me to stay in the country, because UK is not heaven. I already told them that. It\u2019s because of my kids, that is why I was fighting more. I told them. I said <\/em>\u201cYou want to remove me to any country in the world, do it. But on one condition\u2015my kids must be on the plane first before I was on the plane.\u201d They said no, they cannot remove my kids.<\/em><\/p>\n

Q: What were the relationships with officers in detention like?<\/b><\/h4>\n

A: There are officers who are nice, but you cannot trust them, because yes they are nice, but again they are doing their job. That is what they are paid to do\u2026. There is one per cent, one per cent of officers are nice, but the rest\u2026 let me tell you why we don\u2019t trust all. Because some of them, they have that fixed smile. They start making nice to you, for you to give them what they wanted\u2015information. \u2026 Some of them just come, just to work, make the money and go home; they don\u2019t care. But some of them, they really, really care. When they care, when they show it, they mean it.<\/em><\/p>\n

Q: How did being detained\u00a0impact your life?<\/b><\/h4>\n

A: I lost my mortgage because they repossessed my house. And that is where my relationship came unstuck, coming broken down. And the relationship with my kids. I want to make up for the twelve months, for the twelve months I was in, you see. So even my son, \u00a0who I left him he was how much, he was eighteen month. When I came back, he started talking\u2026 Yeah, he remembered in a way. But it\u2019s not that much remembrance. So I\u2019m trying by any means, I\u2019m trying anyhow right, just to make up that time\u2026. The only thing that is killing me right now, right, is my kids. <\/em>It\u2019s killing me because I don\u2019t know how to make it up to them. Because my daughter is still asking me where did I disappear for one year. Till now she\u2019s still asking me. I just said I was out of the country. And she doesn\u2019t believe it. \u2026 I want to make it up to her but I don\u2019t know why it\u2019s not working. I\u2019m not feeling like anything I do is good. \u2026 I\u2019m just feeling that anything I do for them, it\u2019s nothing. Because I missed a lot for their years. I missed a lot in their years. \u2026 I missed that job, to be daddy again. I missed it. Make me kind of forget. When I saw my daughter the first time after I came out, I was scared. Seriously. I don\u2019t know what to do. I know\u2026 She just jump straight to me, but I was scared to hold her, to touch her, to\u2026 kind of like I forgot what to do.<\/em><\/p>\n

Q: What was life like after detention? <\/b><\/h4>\n

A: The hardest thing when you come out of detention, the hardest about it is that I was not able to support my family. They did it for me, they apply for the disability, which they gave me, \u00a3200 a week. I did it for three months, I got fed up. After I finish I said \u201cYou know what, stop the disability. I want to go back to work.\u201d It helped going back to work. It really, really helped, I\u2019m telling you. <\/em>Nothing goes back to normal. It doesn\u2019t. Because inside is a different world from outside. We have to again readjust with the public life. You have to readjust yourself. You have, if you don\u2019t take care of yourself, you get affected more. Because inside, nothing helps. Everything damage your health inside. The food is rubbish. Everything is rubbish, you see. So because inside damage your health, you have to, when you come out you have to first see a medical. That\u2019s the first thing to do. \u2026 I went, started going to the gym and this, that\u2019s why I\u2019ve gone back to normal. \u2026 I went back to work. It\u2019s still hard. It was difficult for me the first two weeks. Because everybody \u201cWhere\u2019ve you been? Where were you? Where were you?\u201d These are the questions.<\/em><\/p>\n

Q: How has being detained\u00a0changed you?<\/h4>\n

A: For the better. Because before I was not even care about anything. Yes, like I was against things, right, but I was not embracing it. I was not openly talking about it. But now when I\u2019m against something, I say it in front of everyone; I don\u2019t care. \u2026 I\u2019m living in a like a two life. One way I want to revenge on anyone who was, who was, right, in front of me at that time. Who was in charge of me at that time, right. And the other way, I want to help people who are in there. \u2026 They diagnosed me with in the hospital. PTSD\u2026 they classify me as a disability, as disabled. Mentally disabled, not mentally like crazy, no. Like some sort of disability.<\/em><\/p>\n

Q: Who and what has helped?<\/b><\/h4>\n

A: Medical Justice was really, really helping me out. Did a lot of good work for me. \u2026 And their barristers are really, really good. Seriously, the barristers are really, really good\u2026 Seriously.<\/em><\/div><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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